Looney Speaks Weekly, Vol XXX

By Brian “Ponderosa” Looney

Looney Speaks Weekly, Vol XXX

Well it’s Friday again, and the first one to feature artwork.  This photograph is from one John D W Macdonald.  The man’s enthusiasm and his knowledge of the arts have repeatedly impressed me.  So thanks to him for this picture:

West Coat Way

  • Fantastic perspective.  The branches hinder sight, spider-web your vision.  Dawn or dusk, I’m not quite sure.  But there is a sense of suspense.  And also a calmness.  If dawn, then we await the birth of a new day.  If dusk, then it is the end.  The colors are dark and cool: a good, nostalgic sight.
  • Now feel free to listen to:  Brian Looney- Fearful Day, and read along if you like.

Thanks again to John for his great piece.  If you have ANY art you feel would compliment these readings, please do not hesitate to contact me, to e-mail a submission.  Have a great day.

About Brian “Ponderosa” Looney

I wait tables for money, but I write for a living.  I’m from Albuquerque, NM USA.  Somewhere along the way I landed a BA in English, but I don’t remember much of that.  I am one of those literature snobs–I like the high-brow stuff.  I write all the work on my site, in addition to the manuscripts and the magazine submissions.  Sometimes they publish me, sometimes they don’t.  I’ve gotten used to it. View all posts by Brian “Ponderosa” Looney
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Check out the poem which this photo has been chosen to illustrate! Brian Looney- Fearful Day, and read along if you like.

  • johndwm May 19th, 2012 at 8:00 PM

    Many thanks for the post Brian. I love this picture too. Interestingly you are the first to note it. Last summer I journeyed a few times from Dunfermline in Fife to the Isle of Skye – sleeping overnight in the car and I’m not even sure myself which way I was going as to whether it was Dawn or Dusk! In fact I like the ambiguity you have created as well as your analysis of things visual which I had not thought about. We have had wonderful Scottish painters – the colourists – Peploe, Cadell and Fergusson. Not as well known as the Fauvistes in France – but the colours in the photo bring this to mind. Now I will explore the poem which you have used this to illustrate. Thanks again!

  • johndwm May 19th, 2012 at 8:10 PM

    Your poem is, as so often, mermorising and hypnotic and the sounds of the half rhymes and assonance bind it together and increase its inevitability … there is a certain dread in the way your voice and measured words mesmorise- a bit like the glorious inevitability of the intoned Greek Chorus in the Tragedies of Sophicles! ( Have you ever had that comment before?!) I am very pleased to be allowed to comment again on your site. It is an immediate way of communicating with you!

Day 14~ May 14th~ Cambodia

Reblogged from 365 from the archive:

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the joy of learning

In Sihanoukville there is a bright and wonderful project growing that brings hope and a better future for hundreds of children. The Cambodian Children’s Painting Project enrolls children in a program where their local staff and volunteers instruct them daily in painting, arts, and basic learning and help them to sell their artwork in order to have a better life away from the streets.

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Enlightening and hope provoking!

Her Lamb! Written with Ayse Asim

Jagged light Dawn freezing my skin

He towered like Sin above me

Sweetly intoning biblical verses

And demanding my soul

 

I was in a vacuum

A head-spin in the space probe

They were using the instruments

Of truth upon me

 

Why do you not show your love

He shouted , then expostulated

Hands wringing in half-light

I simply froze

 

I thought about the half-red light

Of the planet of Mars

And sweetly intoned the Bible

But his wrath was expectant

 

I shrieked before the sun was in the sky

And before i could lie still

Heard the words again and again

He is a good man!

 

Now the good man towers in my vicinity

Dollars are his forgiveness

He makes me silent

He takes my shout away

 

She stands pretending

Madness and is blamed for her secrecy

I am paying her dues

I am her lamb!

Stealing Ideas and Fears

Someone being very honest & a wee bit vulnerable in blogland Bring it on! (Nothing Hurt has discovered a gem!)

18May

“While surfing around the lovely land of WordPress, I recently ran across an interesting post on a wonderful young lady’s blog that I loved. After mulling over it about a week, I think I have finally decided I can do this.

“To just steal the quote right off Miss Docimo’s page, this “is a blog-writing challenge to break through the mist of this shiny happy pretty blogosphere and tell the real truth about your life—the things you’re afraid to tell because you think they might shatter who people think you are.

“I have talked about this idea often with my husband—I think the internet is a blessing and a curse—it is amazing to be able to connect with people from all over the world and inspire each other, but it can also be down-right depressing to go around to one blog after another that makes the blogger seem like they have everything all together, and success is literally raining down upon them while they take bubble baths and drink champagne in a beautiful beachfront home.

Even though I realize that people are representing only part of the truth (I’m a blogger myself and tend to focus on inspiration), I often find myself feeling depressed and jealous as I make my blog rounds, and tend to avoid reading blogs when I’m in a certain mood.”

1. I’m terribly afraid of growing vain. I would much prefer struggling with insecurity issues than be blinded of my over-confidence issues. On the same note, I’m not comfortable with my body size and shape, with how thin my hair is, with my fingernails, with my lingering acne, with my hunchback, with the stank of my feet, with my awkward incoordination, and with me in general.

2. I’m afraid of people really getting to know all of me. I have no idea why I don’t like anyone knowing everything about me, but I feel it may have something to do with vulnerability.

3. I’m afraid of being held responsible for other people’s lives in my future. I think this is for obvious reasons, though.

4. I’m afraid if I tell you that I don’t have many fears, you will think I don’t care. That you will think my lack of fear of dying means I don’t understand the meaning of life. That you will think I don’t feel anything when I tell you I’m not afraid of heartbreak. That you will think I am stupid for not being afraid of heights, spiders, snakes, rats, etc. That you will think my lack of fear of failure means I haven’t ever failed. That you will think I’m fearless, when in all reality I’m not.

5. I’m more scared of meeting my significant other’s parents than sky diving. Don’t translate this as me rather jumping out of a plane than meeting his parents. It’s a little bit different than that.

6. I’m terrified of having children.

7. I’m afraid to tell you I have this drafted since Tuesday and just haven’t been able to push the publish button until today.